meanie

1. why are you trying so hard (to fit in)?
2. how come everyone else's kids can study but not mine?
3. so skinny till you're ugly still think you're pretty.
4. she's so bimbotic and go around announcing to the world (the stupid things i did)
5. it's a competitive world (when i tried to borrow notes)

sometimes, certain things you say can hurt. Maybe you didn't mean it or your brain didn't process it. I admit i said a fair share of mean things and hurt people i love. but these are just a few examples of what i got. They may have said it in my face, or behind my back; but it doesn't matter does it?

grief

So sad, i nearly cried. i had to hold back my tears, looking away.

all it took was just one phone call.

His dog died.

Never knew i'd feel so upset.
Never knew it'd come so soon.

Yesterday when i saw it, it didn't look well;
it didn't wanna eat, it didn't wanna move when you call it from a distance;
it was breathing so hard, it was looking so sad and so distant.

And today, it was gone. For good. Just like that.

It made me wonder...
should i really get a dog in the future?
it's not my dog and i'm this upset.
how would i feel if my very own dog dies.