Rumours

(Lindsay Lohan)
Saturday steppin' into the club
The music makes me wanna tell the DJ
Turn It Up
I feel the energy all around
And my body can't stop moving to the sound

But I can tell that you're watching me
And you're probably gonna write what you didn't see
Well I just need a little space to breathe
Can you please respect my privacy

[Bridge:]
Why can't you just let me
Do the things I wanna do
I just wanna be me
I don't understand why
Would you wanna bring me down
I'm only having fun
I'm gonna live my life
(but not the way you want me to)

[Chorus:]
I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is

Here we are back up in the club
People taking pictures
Don't you think they get enough
I just wanna be all over the floor
And throw my hands up in the air to a beat like (What?)

I've gotta say respectfully
I would like it if you take the cameras off of me
'Cause I just want a little room to breathe
Can you please respect my privacy

[Bridge:]
Why can't you just let me
Do the things I wanna do
I just wanna be me
I don't understand why
Would you wanna bring me down
I'm only having fun
I'm gonna live my life
But not the way you want me to

[Chorus:]
I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is

I just need to free my mind (my mind)
Just wanna dance and have a good time (good time)

I'm tired of rumors (rumors)
Followed (followed, followed, followed, followed, followed)

What they (follow) me
Why can't they (they they they-they-they) let me live

Take this for just what it is

[Chorus:]
I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is

I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is

When people wanna find out about me, why can't they ask me straight in the face. HELLO! I'm here! Why go ask my friends about it? Do they know me better than i know myself? Nah, i don't think so.

AND!! Don't comment on a couple's compatibility. Why are you so judgemental, judging people on looks? What do you know? You know shit. You got no right anyway, you ain't that gorgeous are you?

Stop bitching
Stop probing
You make me sick.

conversations

Don't you just hate it when you have to create conversation with people you're not that close to? You talk about serious stuff, *yawnz* what a bore.

Take CNY for example, you meet relatives who you seldom meet, some of which you only see once a year. And of course, there's the "happy new year" and the hand-shakes. After everyone settles down, there is the, "are you studying or graduated", "where you studying at", "what course" and "when do you graduate". And as if one round of that is not enough, a few relatives will actually take turn to ask you. So after a while, you just throw out a whole string of answers before they even complete their first question. *laughs* just kidding.

Then, recently there's the over-rated valentines day. Restaurants have costly set meals for couples. The ala-carte menu is gone for a day, meaning you can't satisfy your cravings. If you were having one that is. Then there is the way-overpriced flowers. A miserable stalk in that cellophane plastic cover for what..eight bucks?! My goodness.

Anyway, back to my point. Before valentines day, people will ask what are you doing on that day itself, what are you going to buy and after that day, it's what did you get, where did you go. Well, you get the idea. For me, i didn't go anywhere and didn't get anything so stop asking. I mean, i'm fine with not getting anything and not going anywhere. I chose not to go out anyway.

I think i'm kinda going out of point. So let's just end here.

To you

To the one who thinks i'm evil
To the one whom my best friend thinks is not exactly charming and not so manly
To the one who is forgetful
To the one who is so blur yet thinks i'm worse

Happy 21st birthday!

For the good times and the bad
For the sweet memories and awkward moments
For the late night phone calls and gossips
For being a brother

Enjoy your birthday, you're finally a MAN!!
*laughs*

so broke

I'm so damn broke. I predict that this year, there is almost no way i can save up and build up my fast depleting bank account. I'm turning 21 this year and so are my friends. People will be celebrating their birthdays and gotta buy them gifts. 21 marks the end of childhood and teenage years and the first year as an adult legally. It's such a big thing that you can't just buy your friend any cheapskate gift (not that you should in any other years). We usually get something decent and presentable (i.e. costly) That's why i'm rather broke.

To make matters worse, valentine's day is round the corner.

I've got to admit, i can be rather generous when it comes to people close to my heart. However, that is not exactly pocket-friendly or bank account-friendly if you know what i mean.

Oh well, it's such an exciting year and i really shouldn't be complaining. Money isn't everything, or is it? *laughs*