pAn!c r0oM~

Today, i woke up around 7 plus am in the morning. Suddenly, panic sinks in. I was at a loss. Exams are nearing. I was barely prepared. I wanna cry. But crying doesn't help. I wanna scream but what's the point? My mind was in a mess, my body was shaking, i wanna throw up, i needed tranquilizers, i was nearing depression, i can imagine myself going into a fit.

I searched the back of my mind wondering who i should turn to, i hugged myself, i calmed my nerves.

I was irritable, i was going crazy, i was depressed. I didn't wanna affect anyone so i kept to myself. I was afraid i'd flare at someone, anyone.

Lessons was at 11. I had to leave home around 10. I left home after i calmed down, washed up and ate my breakfast.

On the way to school, a message came.

"Hey babe, are you coming?" it read.

She (my classmate) must be early, i thought. I suddenly caught a glimpse of the time. To my horror, it was already 1140, instead of 1040 which i thought it was. I left home at 11 instead of 10! One hour late for class. I couldn't believe myself. Me, the one who always wonder how people can be 20 mins late for class. Always found it exaggerating.

What a day. A bad one at that.

Married!!

You scored as Married. You will get married, for you like being with another person. Someone to share your life with. The longing for children are not the primary cause for you choosing to be with someone.

Married		75%
M. W. Kids		55%
Single by mistake		50%
Single by choice		35%

Will you stay single or get married? *pics*

How to recruit the right person for the job?

Put about 100 bricks in some particular order in a closed room with an open window. Then send 2 or 3 candidates in the room and close the door. Leave them alone and come back after 6 hours and then analyze the situation.

If they are counting the bricks. Put them in the accounts department.
If they are recounting them. Put them in auditing.
If they have messed up the whole place with the bricks. Put them in engineering.
If they are arranging the bricks in some strange order. Put them in planning.
If they are throwing the bricks at each other. Put them in operations.
If they are sleeping. Put them in security.
If they have broken the bricks into pieces. Put them in information technology.
If they are sitting idle. Put them in human resources.
If they say they have tried different combinations, yet not a brick has been moved. Put them in sales.
If they have already left for the day. Put them in marketing.
If they are staring out of the window. Put them on strategic planning.
And then last but not least. If they are talking to each other and not a single brick has been moved. Congratulate them and put them in top management.

FOOD

That's right, that is how i spent these two days. Eating, celebrating grandmere and daddy's birthday.

. . . yesterday
buffet at vienna, i had...
cereal prawns, herbal prawns, tiger prawns, baked prawns, baked oyster, chilli mussels, abalone, sharks fin soup, "buddha jump over the wall" soup, crocodile meat soup, chilli crabs, fried rice, dory, roast beef, lamb, cheese cake, fruit cake, chocolate cake, oreo cheesecake, chocolate fondue with marshmallow and grapes, ice-cream, fruit yoghurt, jelly, cocktails, juices! yums!

followed by tea at hk central...
ice milk tea with grass jelly, french toast and spicy chicken wings!

. . . today
dinner at thai restaurant...
shark's fin soup, braised fish maw and sea cucumber, spinach with wolfberries, chilli crab, fried tofu thai style, fish, mango with glutinous rice, red ruby, chendol and mango pudding!!

really getting fatter. don't understand why people still say i'm skinny, thin, lean and that kinda shit. oh whatever. lol. gonna grab a bite.